Reflections!
The fading neon light is amazing. It's a perfect condition for your mind to mess up with you, especially with sleep deprivation!
…
Did I fall asleep?!
Going through the names and phone numbers, I hardly remember any of them. They are all somehow familiar but you cannot recall when or where you met those people or why was it so important to take their phone numbers!
It's a process…
Going through the names and deleting the ones that you do not know…
Parasites…
…
That's what I call them!
The reflection of light sources on the glass of my desk..
Seems like a...
These voices...
The number of reflections exceeds the source!
Is it possible to pass through the..?!
All of your thoughts cannot be revealed.
The unspoken precious cancer spots that eat away your sanity!
Trying to unload them,…
Then you feel cold and empty, missing the warmth of the burden you were keeping inside.
And you cannot tolerate the fresh air that finally finds a way to your chest and deprive you from the sweet chocking feeling!!
I did not fall asleep..
Why is it dark outside?
I guess I arrived 8 o'clock in the morning..!
…
It's scary how your reflection watches you from the other side, especially when it walks away towards these excess reflections of light spots!
Ok, I know you quite well, and I know you are not suicidal, but these images are extremely unhealthy I can assure you…
The speeding bullet tearing you brain cells and violating their privacy as it passes to the other side of your skull, splashing the contents all around…!
Oh, that dream?!
Yeah, we all have it from time to time.
It's a long long journey, though it takes a few seconds to embrace the ground.
But you never know how it's going to feel?!
…
Did I fall asleep?!
Going through the names and phone numbers, I hardly remember any of them. They are all somehow familiar but you cannot recall when or where you met those people or why was it so important to take their phone numbers!
It's a process…
Going through the names and deleting the ones that you do not know…
Parasites…
…
That's what I call them!
The reflection of light sources on the glass of my desk..
Seems like a...
These voices...
The number of reflections exceeds the source!
Is it possible to pass through the..?!
All of your thoughts cannot be revealed.
The unspoken precious cancer spots that eat away your sanity!
Trying to unload them,…
Then you feel cold and empty, missing the warmth of the burden you were keeping inside.
And you cannot tolerate the fresh air that finally finds a way to your chest and deprive you from the sweet chocking feeling!!
I did not fall asleep..
Why is it dark outside?
I guess I arrived 8 o'clock in the morning..!
…
It's scary how your reflection watches you from the other side, especially when it walks away towards these excess reflections of light spots!
Ok, I know you quite well, and I know you are not suicidal, but these images are extremely unhealthy I can assure you…
The speeding bullet tearing you brain cells and violating their privacy as it passes to the other side of your skull, splashing the contents all around…!
Oh, that dream?!
Yeah, we all have it from time to time.
It's a long long journey, though it takes a few seconds to embrace the ground.
But you never know how it's going to feel?!
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posted by hurricane_x @ 11:41 PM
4 Comments:
*applause*
wow!
okay I love the language, the imagery, the choice of words, the pauses and the way the bolded parts cut the other parts at exactly the right time, just as it should be! (that is if i speak of technicality)
the text as a whole leaves me with this feeling.. I don't know but great work!
that first part... updating my phonebook has become an annual thing now :D, i see lots of names (just first names and sometimes full names) and i just cannot relate or locate them anywhere and i keep wondering why the hell did i save those numbers in the first place. in a way... that would make ME a parasite for if i saved the number and i can't remember the person it must mean it was strictly beneficial and that it could've been covered in social hypocrisy!
seebak mn raghyey, la2 begad el imagery hayla!
evaluna..
Thank u,..glad u like it :))
Well, that's how u kinda feel when u do not have enough sleep!
That thing with numbers,..
Well,.. we all do it :)
*applauses along with eva*
your reflections are just..deep and real..you do that...reflect more often :)
and I love it when sleep deprivation does that...I came to the conclusion that insomnia pays off well !
thx :)
yeah, sleep deprivation may have some advantages, but..
u know what happens next!
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