Thursday, January 15, 2009


On the pursuit of self destruction I bleed,
I let go all that I need for the sake of what you want,
I'm burning it all down with me inside
Watching the vicious flames eating it little by little.

I won't break…
I'm bleeding inside.
I won't crumble…
I cannot remember.

Black out again;
Everything vanished and the walls returned as dead as they've ever been
The damned silence is deafening my ear.

My eyes are open…
I can't see through.
You can't let me talk…
I'm a filthy corpse of dead memories.

I remember opening the box and letting it all out.
It was still alive, wicked and rotten as ever,
And I can see you standing there
Like the first time I saw you…
Helpless and alienated.

Don't look at me…
I hate you like hell.
I'm steady as a rock…
I'm falling apart.

I couldn't look at the white sheet;
I do no longer want to visualize you.
Don't make me do it anymore,
Stop pushing me to the edge.

I'm standing still…
I'm being torn to pieces.
You can't see through me…
I'm dying inside.

They are still alive,
And I'm burying them again.
The smell stinks,
And I'm smiling like a corpse…

I can't wake up!


Anonymous Evaluna said...

i dont really have much to say.. but reading this till the end... felt like something stung me... i'm not sure why!
the words in italics.. i don't know... great choice of words.. they.. lol.. they just sting!

January 16, 2009 at 10:39 PM  
Blogger hurricane_x said...

it's some kind of resistance,.. apparently in vain!!
And I dunno about the stinging! :)

January 19, 2009 at 4:59 PM  
Anonymous Evaluna said...

yeah.. it's probably the whole resisting-in-vain thing that kinda got to me! that's what probably "stung" :D

January 19, 2009 at 5:35 PM  
Blogger Leaflet said...

I miss your blogging..

and I relate to this one..right now.. a lot!

May 20, 2009 at 6:32 PM  
Blogger Epitaph1987 said...

kooooool dah absence!!

June 1, 2009 at 5:00 PM  
Blogger hurricane_x said...

I miss blogging too :(

maybe it's enough!


July 26, 2009 at 9:41 AM  
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Anonymous Kindheart said...

Lots of conflicting emotions ,showing the deep confusion

March 8, 2012 at 7:17 AM  
Blogger hurricane_x said...

elmawdoo3 3adda el confusion bekteeer :)

March 8, 2012 at 7:45 PM  

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